Comments on: To sleep, perchance to not dream… http://www.oldmidhurstian.co.uk/2010/02/07/to-sleep-perchance-to-not-dream/ Surviving the past one day at a time Mon, 14 Nov 2011 05:06:07 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3 By: Old Midhurstian http://www.oldmidhurstian.co.uk/2010/02/07/to-sleep-perchance-to-not-dream/comment-page-1/#comment-306 Old Midhurstian Mon, 08 Feb 2010 00:13:11 +0000 http://www.oldmidhurstian.co.uk/?p=1159#comment-306 I'll take the thought for the deed and pretend the ocean isn't there. No, I don't think that sleep and I are ever going to be very good friends again but I really don't want to get trapped into the drug dependency thing. That part of my life is over and I'm secure and loved by so many people from so many places but it's impossible not to get angry sometimes when I think of what could have been, what I could have achieved. I'll never think of my life as wasted or ruined but it's sometimes hard not to think of it as forced into a direction that I never wanted. Mac I’ll take the thought for the deed and pretend the ocean isn’t there. No, I don’t think that sleep and I are ever going to be very good friends again but I really don’t want to get trapped into the drug dependency thing.

That part of my life is over and I’m secure and loved by so many people from so many places but it’s impossible not to get angry sometimes when I think of what could have been, what I could have achieved. I’ll never think of my life as wasted or ruined but it’s sometimes hard not to think of it as forced into a direction that I never wanted.

Mac

]]> By: Octavius http://www.oldmidhurstian.co.uk/2010/02/07/to-sleep-perchance-to-not-dream/comment-page-1/#comment-305 Octavius Mon, 08 Feb 2010 00:00:13 +0000 http://www.oldmidhurstian.co.uk/?p=1159#comment-305 Trauma that horrific leaves a scar, as you well know. I don't think that sleep will ever come easy for you. Maybe you are right to seek out medication, but in the end that could just cause you to be trapped somewhere you don't want to be. All I can say to you, is that I hope you believe that that time of your life is over. You are safe, and well loved by your fella, not too mention many others around these parts. That alone should make you feel a little better. I wish there was more I could do for you. In fact I can't think of anything better right now, than sitting in your front room with a cup of tea, talking about whatever...., that's a pretty nice dream, shame there is a massive expanse of ocean between us. Octavius. Trauma that horrific leaves a scar, as you well know. I don’t think that sleep will ever come easy for you. Maybe you are right to seek out medication, but in the end that could just cause you to be trapped somewhere you don’t want to be.

All I can say to you, is that I hope you believe that that time of your life is over. You are safe, and well loved by your fella, not too mention many others around these parts. That alone should make you feel a little better.

I wish there was more I could do for you. In fact I can’t think of anything better right now, than sitting in your front room with a cup of tea, talking about whatever…., that’s a pretty nice dream, shame there is a massive expanse of ocean between us.

Octavius.

]]> By: Old Midhurstian http://www.oldmidhurstian.co.uk/2010/02/07/to-sleep-perchance-to-not-dream/comment-page-1/#comment-304 Old Midhurstian Sun, 07 Feb 2010 22:04:51 +0000 http://www.oldmidhurstian.co.uk/?p=1159#comment-304 Thank you Scottie, healing thoughts are very welcome, a good nights sleep would be as well Mac Thank you Scottie, healing thoughts are very welcome, a good nights sleep would be as well

Mac

]]> By: Scottie http://www.oldmidhurstian.co.uk/2010/02/07/to-sleep-perchance-to-not-dream/comment-page-1/#comment-303 Scottie Sun, 07 Feb 2010 21:59:33 +0000 http://www.oldmidhurstian.co.uk/?p=1159#comment-303 I wish you a night of restful undisturbed sleep. I will send warm healing thoughts to you. May your body and mind work together to help your emotions join in gaining some peace. Be well, and I will think of you tonight. Scottie I wish you a night of restful undisturbed sleep. I will send warm healing thoughts to you.

May your body and mind work together to help your emotions join in gaining some peace.

Be well, and I will think of you tonight.
Scottie

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