If I sank any lower I’m not sure I want to remember
Posted in Memories, Mental Archaeology, Pain, Perversion on Feb 15th, 2010
The things that I’m unearthing are becoming increasingly disturbing and the reasons for the elisions are becoming very clear. Some time ago I mentioned the complex self harm that I inflicted on myself, deliberately provoking bigger, stronger boys and men into beating me up, preferably leaving me bleeding. This was all part of my reaction [...]
