Posted in Abuse, Counselling, Survivor on Oct 5th, 2010
I like cheering up my GP; it makes the day better for both of us. Today I told him that I want to be referred to a psychologist for counselling and was rewarded with a big smile and the cry “at last!”. With the growing awareness of the lifelong effects of childhood abuse has come [...]
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Posted in Abuse on Sep 15th, 2010
Thanks to a Tweet from Dave Gorman I discovered this article on the Channel 4 website. I’ve marked in red a short passage that my parents, were they still alive would find horrible resonant. Perhaps they’d begin to understand what happened to their little boy. A Channel 4 News investigation reveals that more than half [...]
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Posted in Abuse, Mental Archaeology, Questions on Jul 23rd, 2010
My post about the unpleasant incident when I lost my virginity at the age of 10 sparked a chain of thought and some questions. Given the traumatic nature of the experience why didn’t I simply go to my Mum and tell her what had happened? There’s one very shallow and unconvincing answer which is that [...]
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Posted in Abuse, Mental Archaeology, Pain, Rape on Jul 19th, 2010
Despite the horrendous number of drugs I’m still taking I’ve decided it’s time to get back to writing. I was tempted to pass over number 9 in my list and go straight to number 10 but then I remembered why I started this blog. The purpose of writing about my childhood and teenage years is [...]
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